What is it about driving in silence that magnifies sadness? Gripping on to the steering wheel keeping control of the car but mentally allowing yourself to just let the tears flow. It’s like the speed of the car lifts up the blanket protecting your heart and shakes off all the sadness into the wind, exposing your soul. You can’t tell if you feel heavy or light but your spirit needed the cleanse. You know that feeling when the universe plays the exact song you needed to hear. These moments are my most honest conversations with God. I take these moments as messages from God.

I always remind myself that the depth of our struggles is not something that should be compared to others. It should be embraced. This is life and we can do this right if we do it with grace. I will continue to smile not because I want to put on a happy face and fake it. I smile because I have learned to allow happy and sad to be friends. Genuinely. There really is beauty in the breakdown and that is the human experience.

I know that one day we’ll all find out how everything fits together. How parts of you had to be broken in order to heal stronger and be put back together again. Because when you think things can’t get any worse, surprise! That strength comes in handy when life throws you what you think is the worsest of the worst. When you think you can’t possibly be truly happy again, you laugh so hard you cry…and think oh yeah, this us how it feels. Today my 5 year old told me he is the happiest kid in the whole world and suddenly everything is okay again because I live for their joy. Come to think of it…when are you most happy? When the people you love are happy right? Which means they are also happiest when you are happy so just choose to be happy!! If only it were that easy…but if it were that easy then our most cherished moments would just be mediocre.

So flip down that visor and look in the mirror. Yes your eyes are red but you have allergies so that’s ok. Just squeeze your eyes shut to let them rest, deep breath in, and step out of the car and live that crazy life.

Edit (11/10/17): I originally wrote this on my birthday on 9/20/17. My Tito Don Don died in a car accident on 11/05/17. I thought it was fitting to share. Our family is going through a very trying time right now. The beauty is we have gathered together every night since his death to pray together.

Edit #2 (12/31/18) New Year’s Eve:

2018 Is coming to an end tonight and I have yet to share this post until now. I have however opened up more with my nearest and dearest and I feel so much lighter.

Edit #3 (2/23/19) Oops, I lied. Now I’m sharing. I want to be more real to myself and all those around me this year.


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Sticks and Stones

Dear Blog, it’s been 2 years since my last post.  Forgive me.  I think that speaks for itself how life has felt for me. 

Nick is now managing a Starbucks on Evergreen and Casino Rd. in Everett. I’m a full-time stay at home mom trying to stay at home as little as possible.  Rio is now 3 1/2 and just started his very first swimming lessons and will be starting preschool at North City Co-op in the fall.  He’s funny and loves to make other people happy.  He’s a little on the shy side until he warms up.  He goes with the flow.  He has the cutest voice which everyone instantly falls in love with. He loves music.  He loves Nutella. He always let’s Max choose first…except there are times when he will just draw the line.  And I love it when he stands up for himself.   He’s a brave little boy ready to do everything the big kids do.

 Max is a little over 5 1/2 and just wrapped up 2 years of preschool and will be attending kindergarten at St. Thomas More Parish School.  I can’t believe we’re about to embark on this journey called school. Yikes.  Max is either the sweetest and funnest kid or the most stubborn.  There doesn’t seem to be an in between right now.  I struggle with him daily because he has such a strong personality. He loves to learn about anything there is to learn about and the amazing thing is, he remembers it.  If only I had the time for the million things he has planned for the day.

Now, an update on me.  Life has been pretty rough lately.  The everyday grind with 2 little boys, a house, and a husband has taken its toll on me.  Also a myriad of other unexpected bumps or more so mountains in the middle of the road that has flipped my world upside down.  I continually pray for my whole family that I love beyond words can say.  I pray for this world that has seen too much suffering. 

I’ve really been thinking of Heaven lately.  Is it bad that I’m looking forward to it?  I definitely want be here and experience life with my family and friends but the uncertainty of life gives me a headache on the daily.

Speaking of the daily routine.  Right now my world is full of preparing food for boys that want to eat 24/7, cleaning up that mess, and then preparing food again.  That’s it.  All day. And there’s playdates, party after party, swimming, preschool, & parks.  Oh the parks.  Sticks and Stones may break my….bag because my boys collect them everywhere we go. 

We’ve been trying to spend a lot of time outdoora lately.  But trust, they have way too much screen time as well.  My goal with these boys is to raise them to love and respect the earth and all the living beings that share the Earth. To play in nature and build their imagination.  They are little explorers and I hope they still find adventures everywhere they go even when they are old and married with kids.  That way they will always be happy. 

I wish happiness for you all. ♡

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Sweet dreams, Max.


Max has been having so many dreams that he remembers lately.  He’s also been very scared of being alone and being in the dark lately too.  He loves Monster’s Inc but he’s scared of monsters at night.  Because of all these fears, he’s been having bad dreams.  Last night…actually really this morning he woke up from a dream and sat up in bed and asked, “Mama, did I have a dream? Did I just have a dream? Did I have a dream??” He asked me about 7 times…I took a while to answer because I was asleep. I said, “yes baby, it was just a dream…everything it’s ok, go back to sleep”. He flopped back into his pillow. An hour later, same thing happens. I tell him to go back to sleep again. When he really wakes up he tells me about his dream. He said, “I was on a bus and you were sad mama”. Later that day he kept telling me, “I miss you mommy”. I asked him why he missed me even though we’ve been together all day. He told me because of his bus ride. I asked him, “your dream?” He said, “yeah, you were crying because I was on the bus and it was locked. You couldn’t get me out.” I asked, “were you sad too?” He said, “No, I was just a little sad because you were sad. I was happy to go to school”. He told me I wouldn’t let go of the bus. He then asked me if I let go so I wouldn’t get hurt. I told him I didn’t know because it was his dream. He said, “yeah, you let go”. When he told me all of this, I almost really did cry. I don’t know why, not really a big deal. But Max having these kind of dreams and then loving on me extra the next day by hugging me and telling me he misses me is too sweet.

We haven’t really talked about school. It’s just kind of weird! This kid is on another level. I’ve been trying to finish this blog post for a few days now. I just learned about “empaths” and that I am one. Lol. I think he is too.

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How can time fly by so fast but at the same time I’m like, “is it their nap time yet??”  These past few years have been a blur so I must remember to blog once in a while so I can remember these moments!

It’s so weird.  I feel so emotional all the time.  It’s been 16 months since I birthed a baby last…when does everything get less hormone influenced?  Is it the hormones or is it just the fact that there are 2 humans that depend on me, whom I love to infinity and beyonnnnnd.  I think my children are the cause of this sudden urge to be in the moment.  They are growing so freaking fast.  It’s so fun to watch them grow…it’s still amazing to me, that these two kids are mine.  So these kids I speak of…they’ve had birthdays.

Max will officially be 3 1/2 tomorrow and Rio is 16 months a little over a week ago.  I want to just share a few pictures on here so I have their birthdays documented somewhere.  Someday I will make those scrapbooks and photo books I have been promising myself to make!

Now for an update on Max:

We cut his long curly hair so he would look like a big boy at his 3rd birthday party!

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These are the “AFTER” shots.  We didn’t get too crazy.  We knew we’d miss his long hair if we went too short.wpid-20131115_153059.jpg



These are just a few pictures from his party from my phone:

Party was on November 16, 2013 (his godmother’s bday) but his real bday was on November 18.

He chose Monster’s University for his theme as this was the current movie we were watching ALL THE TIME.

wpid-20131116_165154.jpgI decorated the cakes myself and my aunt made the cake pops 🙂

LOL.  I wish I had time to crop myself out of the photo below…but, oh well.



With his best friends.  Wes and Jaden.wpid-20131116_174306.jpg

Day after.  Watching Monster’s University with his best brother and all his Sulley and Mikes.   Yikes!



You bring me so much joy.  You always want hugs and kisses and I love giving them to you.  You will always be my baby no matter how much of a big boy you think you are.  The thing is….you really are becoming a big boy.  You are learning to dress yourself and put on your shoes yourself.  Although it’s so frustrating for you (and mommy and daddy) sometimes…one day soon, you will put your underwear on right side out and frontwards each and every time you try and we will miss the little boy who needs our help with such a  mundane but very important task.  Unless you like to go commando like some people I know.  Ha.  You can sing all your favorite songs, scream and shout, pearly shells, frozen heart, fixer upper, and so much more.  You can count.  You love your big boy scissors and want to cut the tags off of everything.  You love your “cooking things” and your “food toys”.  You play with your little figurines everyday they are your favorites!  Ocean toys, animals, and bugs.  You still need a snail for your bug collection, so you tell me.  I must say you are always one of the most enthusiastic kids with SO MUCH ENERGY and never shy in all your “kid activities”.   We’ve enrolled you in your first classes and sports.  You are currently in your first session of swimming lessons and soccer.  You love it all!  You always ask to go to “kids places” because you absolutely LOVE being a kid and seeing other kids.  You make me miss being a kid so much because you are SO GOOD AT IT.  You love to play and be happy and you always want everyone to play and be happy with you.  If you see me mad or sad you’ll say, “mommy, why aren’t you happy???  Be happy mama!”  and you’ll show me your big smile and give me a hug.  You ADORE your baby brother and you always take good care of him (except for when you are grabbing your toys away from him).  You introduce Rio as YOUR baby or your baby brother everywhere we go.  You are stubborn and have your melt downs at least once a day but I can see you learning to show your emotions and control them and that is a great thing.  I love you so much more than you can ever imagine.


Now for Rio’s update!

Rio turned ONE YEAR OLD on January 7, 2014.  We had his first b-day party at Dalton Hall at St. Thomas More Parish.  We chose “Hot Air Ballons and Clouds” for his theme and it was so much fun!  I couldn’t help myself with this theme…I think I’m addicted to parties.

I apologize in advance for this unorganized picture post.

(Photos by Daisius Photography)wpid-IMG_3112.jpg wpid-IMG_3109.jpgHe was taking his first steps already at the time of his party, but didn’t really start walking around on his own until a month after.

I’ll start with…CAKE TIME!


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Some photos of Rio’s guests:

   You may notice a lot of Seahawks gear…it was GAME DAY!  I think this is the day the Hawks won the NFC championship!  So it kind of seemed like a Seahawks themed party which is very fitting for Rio since he already seems to be the athlete of the family.
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With Grandma and Grandpa

Thank God for Lolo cooking and video taping!

Lola and Lola Imelda making things happen in the kitchen


US (and Olivia :)):


Some more details:

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Cloud Cake baked by Rio’s mommy, ME 🙂


wpid-IMG_3206.jpgIMG_3045Adorable Cake pops made by my aunt, Tina.

 Hot Air balloons that my mom and I made.

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Didn’t get a good pic of the set up crew because we set up EVERYTHING in an hour:


Clean up crew aka. best fam ever:


The hot air balloon from the photo booth was a little disheveled by this photo.  This was at the end of the party when I finally got some Mama and Rio time 🙂  He didn’t mind getting passed around at the party like I though he would.  He loved the attention!

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The day after back at home.  He loved his crown that I made for him that I forgot to use at the party!!  :/


Dear Little Rio,

You are 16 months now and sitting on my lap as I type this.  You complete our family.  You bring so much laughter to our house.  Your big brother thinks you are hilarious and you love to make him laugh.   You are so independent.  I’ve never seen such an independent baby!  Every time we go to a park or play area everyone is amazed that you can climb up the stairs and go down the slide all by yourself.  You know what you want and you don’t stop until you get it.   Sometimes I call that being stubborn, but later on I know it will serve you well.  You love to tickle feet, sing songs, eat snacks, drink everyone’s beverage, play with mama’s hair, read books (for 10 seconds at a time), balloons, and most of all…you love to play with balls.  I know all kids love to play with balls…but with you, it’s kind of obsessive for lack of a better word, lol.    Some words/phrases you know:  Ball, juice, again, mama, dada, lolo, lola, snack, book, bird, moo, no, shh, “turn down fo what”, “let it go”, hot, cold, and you can copy noises like a pro.  You love to dance and you already know choreography to Frozen’s “let it go” and Disney Jr’s “D.J. Shuffle”.  You love to copy your brother and I must say, he is your number one teacher.   You are so cute and I just want to eat you up every single day.  You know how to give kisses and hugs and it’s so sweet.  Unfortunately, you don’t really enjoy cuddling that much unless you don’t feel well or if you’re tired…you ain’t got time for dat.  You’re always too busy playing!  I want to cuddle with you 24-7 but you won’t let me!   I’m sorry I don’t blog as much as I did when you’re kuya Max was a baby, but it’s tough with two active boys.  I love you so much my little baby and you are growing so fast.  I’m not complaining though, I just need to cherish every moment.

You and Max are watching Frozen right now and it’s almost done and you two are starting to complain of hunger so I better end this.  And now you are licking my leg.  WTH.



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The Time is NOW!

I’m feeling sentimental today.  Probably because of 2 reasons:  It’s Christmas season and Boogiezone’s 10 year.  My friend Vy, wrote somewhere that after looking at all the Breed and Boogiezone pictures she said those years were probably the best times of her life.  That made me think…it probably was mine too.  God, I loved my dance family.  Late rehearsals, dancing and performing ALL THE TIME, partying till the wee hours.  Then I thought, wait…kaSAma and college days…those were also the best times of my life.  The dorms, the friends, the parties, the CLUB.   Then I thought….okay but highschool, highschool was fun, dance groups, dances, cheer, boys, heck, even classes. Elementary school was amazing…started dancing with Kultura, made best friends that I’m still besties with, everything was just so fun with no real worries and I did everything with my best friends…those were the best times of my life.  BUT HOLD UP, NOW is the best time of my life too, a new little family, Max, Rio, my HB and my heart is bigger and fuller than I could have ever imagined!  The whole “seeing the world again through their eyes” …the eyes of a child…it’s the truth. Everything is fun again…puddles, snow, slides, m&m’s, birds, even using the.microwave is a fun activity. It’s different.  I’m not having crazy wild fun and endless laughter and partying, but I get tons of hugs and kisses and just pure joy from my very own little family.  I also have my parents and my extended family…the Rivera’s, the Golla’s, the Mostrales’…they are my constant.  Unconditional Love.

I’m always having the time of my life!  If you live in the moment and appreciate your daily blessings, you will too.

Just a little update on my babehs:

Rio (a little over 10.5 months):  Standing and climbing on everything.  Babbles a ton.  Laughs so much.  Loves to explore on his own…probably prefers to explore on his own.  Starting to point at things.  He can say Mama, Dada, Ball, and Dede (milk).    He enjoys crawling up and down the stairs, enjoys crawling over the bottom of his highchair over and over again, loves to throw himself around on the bed even if he can barely stand, LOVES to dance and loves music, kisses everything, and eats or teeths on anything in sight.

He seems smaller than Max was.  He’s fearless.  He’s tough.  He’s my heart!

Max (3 years):  He talks so much.  He should be a lawyer with the way he argues for things he wants.  He is not shy AT ALL.  He loves to play hide and seek and freeze games.  Still loves to read.  His favorite show is Doc McStuffins.  Favorite movies:  Despicable Me and Monster’s University.  Loves to play anywhere and asks me “where are we going?” every morning.  Loves to “HELP” do EVERYTHING and anything around the house.  He’s starting to enjoy drawing a little more…but much rather prefers toys and crafts.  He says his best friend is Kuya Wesley and Kuya DeyDey.  Does NOT like sharing, but we’ll get there. 🙂  He’s a great big brother except for when Rio takes his toys.  He likes to help feed Rio or make him laugh when he’s sad.  He’s my sunshine.

My dad is still coming over to help me take care of the kids every Monday and Tuesday for 5 hours a day.  The boys ADORE him.  Nick is working closer to home now which all of us LOVE because we get to see him more.

And Rio is crying, so that’s it for now!

Here are pictures from our Christmas Tree cutting day.  Love family fun days.






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I’m not a horrible mother…

image(Exhibit A:  Look how sweet I am with my babes at the pumpkin patch, haha)

…but some days, like today, I really question if motherhood is meant for me.  I’m totally aware of the fact that parenthood is NOT for everyone.  That some people, though they may love their children, might regret having them.  Am I one of those people?!

I’ve been a horrible mother all morning.  I had no patience when trying to teach Max how to count.  I yelled at him because he couldn’t count to three.  He can count to 20 for crying out loud, but when it comes to “meaningful” counting…he still doesn’t understand.  This is not his fault and by yelling at him and making a huge deal of it, I’m afraid that I’ve made him hate counting.  When he wouldn’t clean up his toys, I yelled again, and threw some of his toys across the room.  I refused to make him warm milk when he asked because I was still butt hurt from him not helping me clean up.

All while Rio is innocently playing and listening to me be a monster mom.  I want my kids raised in a calm and loving household…but why am I the one that always stirs up the angry emotions???  I’m overwhelmed some days to say the least…and I always openly admit to being overwhelmed.  But I’ve never said this before….that some days I hate being a mom.  I love my babies, but some days…are just BAD days and I hate having to “mother”.  Yes, when I feel this way, usually I just suck it up, give them all the hugs and kisses they deserve, and be the good mom they need.  However, on days like today, when the hormones are just raging…I let it take over me and become a horrible mother that NO ONE deserves.  If I ever saw anyone treat my kids the way I’ve treated them today, I would probably throw a fit or beat someone down.

I’m surprised that even after I’ve said and done mean things (not physically) that my family still loves me.  That Max will still say, “Hug me, mama”.  Motherhood isn’t the same for everyone.  For me in particular, it’s been tough.  People say that I’m a great mother, but I would never yell at my kids the way I did today if others were around.  I know I am a great mother most of the time so I hope it all just balances out and I haven’t traumatized the kids for life.  😦  I’m just so envious sometimes when I hear the super mom statuses on Facebook like, “Today I brought my 5 kids to the park and we built a giant sandcastle, then went home cleaned the whole house and worked out during their nap time, and then tonight is movie night!  So glad I made an extra lasagna yesterday so I don’t have to cook tonight!”  I love these kind of moms and usually they inspire me, but on my worst days…it just makes me feel mediocre.

Just being honest.

But honestly speaking, I know that I can be better, and I know that I have been that super mom on occasion.  It is not possible, for me at least, to be  super mom everyday.  I just need to focus on being my best and keeping calm.  I can do it, I can do it, I can do it.

I love my little guys and before I know it, I will be crying because they won’t need me as much.



He’s about 9.5 months.  He’s been zooming around the house like a pro for a couple of months now.  He can climb the stairs but he doesn’t know how to go down them yet (the feet first on the tummy way).  He’s not “cruising” much but he likes to stand up and hang on to furniture and just hang out there.  He can say mama and Dada and he loves to copy sounds.  He dances EVERY TIME he hears music.  He thinks his big bro is the funniest person on Earth.  He’s not a big eater but he’s eating pretty well.    I’m “still” breastfeeding him and will continue to, hopefully, until he is 2.  He doesn’t seem to love books as much as Max did at this age, but maybe it’s because I don’t sit down and read to him enough.  He loves his brother’s big boy toys and would much rather play with ANYTHING but his baby toys.   He knows how to give big wet sloppy kisses and can kind of give high 5’s.  He’s a tough little guy.  He’s already learning how to stand up to his Kuya Max when he picks on him.  He has such a loud deep voice.  We joke that it’s already deeper than Max’s voice now.  He loves to grab at my face with his dagger hands, LOL.  His favorite toys are balls and anything that moves around or makes sounds.  He has grown so much in just the blink of an eye.  He’s the my little love bug and the cutest thing ever.  My favorite thing about him right now, is that he sings along with me whenever I sing to him.  It’s the sweetest sound ever.  I wish that I would have blogged more about his growth, but if I did, I wouldn’t have had enough time to sit and cuddle with him.


He’ll be 3 years old next month.  He is a handful.  I think God is testing my patience with this one.  He is still my sunshine and my sweetie patootie pie.  He’s a bossy little fella.  He also thinks he’s grown up.  Anytime we leave the house he’ll say,  “You got your keys, mama?  How about your phone?”  He likes to know exactly where we are going, who we are going with, and if it’s “right or left”.  “Is Nanay’s house right or left?”  He remembers everything so don’t ever make a promise to him that you can’t keep.  You won’t hear the end of it.  He loves music and always has specific songs he wants to listen to.  In the car right now he asks for, “Pearly shells”, “back to back”, or Kid songs.  His favorite toys are his Monster’s Inc and Monster’s University figurines, dinos, legos, puzzles, and toy story toys.  His favorite thing to do is make forts, tents, and hiding places for himself and his toys.  He tries to hide Rio too.  His favorite shows are Handy Manny and Doc Mcstuffins but you enjoy anything on Disney Jr.  He needs a snack EVERY hour.  Favorite things to do is play the freeze game, hexing game, help with cooking and cleaning, blowing bubbles, and going to playgrounds…especially the slides!  Loves to play with his friends and his family and is always looking for people to hang out with.  So holla if you’re bored!   He is fully potty trained but still needs to sit down to pee and requires help.  He has never wet the bed at night!
He speaks very well (but not too clearly) and can speak in paragraphs and tell stories.  Speaking of stories, I have to make up new stories for him every night before bed.  “Tell me a Dino story mama!”  Or a woody/monster/nemo story, etc.  He’s afraid of closed doors and being left in the car.  Note:  We have never locked him alone ANYWHERE!

Rio and Max are absolutely adorable together.  They play definitely more than they fight.  Max has never been jealous of Rio and loves to see Rio laughing and happy.  However Max TRIPS OUT if Rio tries to take a toy he’s playing with or if Rio is after his food.  Max is still learning how to share…but overall he’s an amazing big brother.

Daddy is home more now because he demoted himself to a barista temporarily…so that means we are broke…but happy.  We need to find a balance still.  Isn’t that the goal in life for everyone though?

I started typing this when the kids were napping.  They are all awake now (including Dada) and I feel better and not so horrible already.  Max and I read his baby book and I ain’t mad anymore.  I think I just needed that hour for myself. #sorrybabies



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Life with two babies. Just a little update.

I’m getting more and more used to having two kids.  I have my tricks here and there to get things done and it involves a lot of switching Rio from swing to vibrating chair to the play mat to the bumbo and to the floor to keep him entertained.  He doesn’t love the carrier that much.  Max is a little easier…turn on the t.v.  Judge me not.  I’m a stay at home mom and he has PLENTY of 1 on 1 attention. Oh the day when they can entertain each other!   By the time I get them both fed in the mornings, it’s time to put Rio down for his first nap.  After he’s asleep I have like 1/2 an hour to clean up before I have to prep lunch!! And the day continues on like that. And it’s not like I cook a gourmet lunch!  It’s usually left overs from my parents, grilled cheese, pasta, chicken nuggets, some steamed veggie, sliced fruit and that’s it!  Everything just takes so much longer with my little shadow wanting to “help” with everything or needing me to help him stand up his toys that keep falling, or help him get something that is stuck, etc.  And he has the nerve to tell me I’m too loud when I’m making him HIS smoothies and he can’t hear his toys or the T.V.  GEFF.

Max is such a cute big brother though.  He gives Rio age appropriate toys when Rio is crying without me even asking.  When Rio cries he says “I’m coming Rio!! Kuya is coming!” as he runs to him to give him a hug.  Caught him trying to put Sophie the Giraffe in Rio’s mouth though…a little too roughly.  UH.  NOT GOOD.

Max is growing so fast.  His communication skills always surprise me and make me laugh with how much he tries to sound like a grown up.  What worries me a little is that he knows how to trick me!  He says he needs to poop so we give him privacy…in which he takes advantage of his alone time to play with something he’s not supposed to or to play on my phone without me seeing.  Sometimes he’ll yell, “don’t look at me mommy, stay over there!”.  LOL.  He knows how to negotiate and has become quite the complainer.  He says, “Just for a little bit….pleeeeassssse!” about almost everything.  We are currently potty training.  That’s a whole other post though.  Let’s just say, it takes a lot of patience.  I’ve actually enjoyed the process so far.  I love seeing the look of accomplishment on his face when he poops or pees in the potty.  Surprisingly it has been a bonding activity and I will cherish this time as well.  Cleaning up solid poop isn’t that bad. 

 Meanwhile my sweet Rio has had a diaper rash so I’ve been keeping BOTH kids diaperless.  I feel like I’ve been cleaning up poop and pee 24-7 for the past week and a half.  hashtagmommylife.  Rio is so so sweet though, I don’t even care if he pees on me.  He makes the cutest sounds.  He smiles every time Max interacts with him.  He smiles when you smile at him.  He smiles when you wave any fabric in front of his face.  He smiles all the time!  He still doesn’t laugh much…but when he’s in the laughing mood, he’ll crack up at anything.

He just learned to really roll over about a month ago and now he’s really trying to crawl!  He kind of tries to do the caterpillar crawl but ends up slamming his face into the floor.  I can’t get enough of him!  His voice is so cute.  I think he has a deep scratchy voice.  We’ll see.  He loves running water, moving hands, and looking at people’s faces.  He’s a simple little guy. 

Nick and I are doing well.  Having two kids has taken its toll on us physically.  We are tired and gaining weight.  We need to change our mind set and get healthy again.  Our kids deserve healthy, fun, and active parents!  We used to dance all day and now we just dance to the beeps on the microwave and choreograph to disney junior theme songs.  We try to make time for each other, but we definitely need to try harder.  Tonight we went on a short date night to get Menchies…but ended up going to Babies R’ Us as well.  Haha, at least we tried.

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